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Day 7 ; Important people in my life . at Thursday, April 28, 2011

Ok, i really really have lots to say about people in my life. Some are simply just beetches to me, some are my life. But i won't mention out your names, like yeah, cause i'm seriously controlling my temper and tolerating you and nonsense.. Giving me crap attitudes and the fcuked up you, you will really get it from me one day if it don't stop. Anyw, i shall name out my loves one, they might be just some un-cool people or what so ever, but they made me smile before, they gave in effort to make me smile, thats the most i want from them, you may just be my friend, but your name cn appear anytime (:
SERENA, she my midnight-talk partner (: I really enjoy the times w/ her, and the attitude of hers, loveherforever.
RENEE, she just my siao aye partner, i love her alws, she can make me laugh anytime and anywhr, she never once failed to make me laughed. The awesome her is sometimes irritating and scary, but i love to say " don't worry, she won't keel, (: "she had my heart since the start, but she is just so irritating sometimes..
TORTOISE, love calling you tortoise :P thats for calling pig btw. So long nvr talk to you le, miss the times whr we texted and i love the times whr we texted (: Alws making me smile.
ZUL, don't worry, i didn't forget you, and how could i forget you? .. You are the MOST idiotic guy i have seen :P Make me hate you, make me smile, make me laugh, make me go mad and lots of stuff, you and you dirty mind w/ JAZLI luh. Alw sick around, and stop stop stop hitting my head please? I will become shorter and stupid-er day by day. Its better to make me love you then hate you i suggest (:
Actually theres many more i want to mention, but its late i want my sleep ! Its 1 : 11am (: Idon'twant to break my record again, ytd had only about 4hours46min sleep, don't want lesser and lesser, ltr you in school see me sleeping everytime, then my panda eye so ugly ): Ok nights people :D loveyoualwandforever, esp________, loveyou, missyou, needyou.


Day 6 ; my parents . at Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Nothing much to talk about them actually. Although i alw have in mind that i don't like them, cause of their nagging, their irritation and stuff, but in fact i still have to thank them, and they are still super important. If it weren't them, i could have been sad and lifeless.. I know its impossible if they put everything down, don't nag at me, let me do wtv i want, give me real much freedom. I bet they can't do it, unless they really don't care for me. But in my heart they would be real perfect if they happen to stay the same as usual but not nagging and gives more freedom.. I LOVE THEM :D


Day 5 ; Times during lessons . at Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Some lessons are like super boring, i can't even concentrate lo, like i look at the white board and listen only then after awhile i will start to fall asleep, like seriously.. So usually i try to occupy myself, and i will tend to concentrate on that thing and not the lesson. Is either i take out a paper and start drawing, or draw on my sketchbook or start texting people even if they are super near me, like just the next table only. I fell asleep during lessons time quite a lot of times alr lo, then also nvr get caught i think the teacher pajiao one, or giving me chance mayb, (: Nothing much to talk about, one more thing ! Zul alw entertain me during lesson, cause he alw disturb me, a good thing actually.

Time check : 11:20pm, going to practice my strokes for dragon boat w/ the paddle for awhile then go sleep liao, very tired le, nights people ! (:


Day 4 ; Wishlist ^^ at Monday, April 25, 2011

Talking about my wishlist, i love it ^^ I wish for quite alot of things actually..
1) Success and peace in 2011.
2) Him [ Although i'm like alr trying to forget him .. ]
3) DSLR [ Ok luh, not really want it a lot, it's too heavy for me :x ]
4) Iphone, Ipod touch [ Really really wants this a lot ]
5) Improve my strokes and speed when exiting [ for dragon boat ], and enter the competition w/ good skills and bring from medals for the school [ this is actually a new wish (: and i really want this wish to be granted ]

Nothing much alr, don't want to be too greedy too luh, but if i really can have more wish i will definitely have a lot more to say..


Day 3 ; My dream boy . at Sunday, April 24, 2011

I don't have much expectations towards a boy actually, is as usual like all wants ;
LOYAL,
FAITHFUL,
KIND,
CARING,
LOVE ME,
IS A MUST ! (:
But ofcus the rest also can't very very very diff la, if not is like so weird only ><
In fact, i have somebody i love, but he just irritates me sometimes. He's keeling me in the inside and touching me at the outside. I'm happy see -ing him. But i don't like it when he confuses me, like seriously... Sometimes he makes me believe that he likes me, sometimes he make me thinks that he have another girl in heart. I'm starting to try to forget him, like yeah, cause he's hurting me way too much.. If there's anything, he should have just told me, i don't see the need to hide, cause i wouldn't mind and i wouldn't run away from it.


No mood.. at Saturday, April 23, 2011

I have seriously no mood today, it was ruined, but i don't blame anyb for it. Nvm, i believe its alright (: Now i have lots of trouble in my mind T.T And i srsly feel like crying out loud.. I don't blame anyone, i just totally regret it... Ok, shall not elobrate. I want to catch up w/ the seniors speed, and i wish it wasn't me who wasn't coordinating, i start slowing down once I do few of the fast strokes. And today i didn't manage to finish running, wish I do better the next training, like seriously..
Jayoujiayou Yingying ! T.T
Everything is ok <3. (:


Day 2 ; 100facts . at Saturday, April 23, 2011

I don't think i can finish it, but i will try..
1) I love my class.
2) I love sports.
3) I love almost all cartoons.
4) I love him.
5) I love texting.
6) I love listening to musics.
7) I love myself.
8) I love sleeping.
9) I love camps.
10) I hate people accusing me wrongly.
11) I hate people who totally copys almost everything of mine.
12) I hate people thats acts like they know everything.
13) I hates people thats kpo too much.
14) I hate it when people stare at me.
15) I don't wear dresses and skirts, except for my school uniform.
16) I don't like it when my parents care too much about me.
17) I don't like people to kpo when it has nothing got to do w/ them.
18) I hate people who 敢做不敢当...
19) I was from basketball.
20) I can swim.
21) Im in the GESS Canoe sprint team.
22) I have stm.
23) Im clumsy.
24) Im blur.
25) Im a Buddhist.
26) I can't cook.
27) I don't like being scolded.
28) I don't do household.
29) I used to be obsessed in SHINee.
30) I love my friends and people who loves me.
31) I hate people who are not honest.
32) I hate insects.
33) I hate people who purposely add fuel to the fire.
34) I love shopping.
35) I love hang-outs with my friends.
36) I love water sports.
37) I hate betrayers.
38) I hate people who can't keep secrets.
39) I hate boys who play girl's heart.
40) I hate it when i can only see but not buy when im shopping.
41) I don't like to lack behind people's back, i want to be better then them.
42) I have an elder sister in Spore Poly.
43) I am lazy.
44) I am fat.
45) I want my birthday to come faster.
46) I get distracted easily.
47) I love singing Elmo's world.
48) I was from Radin Mas Primary School [RMPS] and love 6S the most.
49) Im now studying in Gan Eng Seng School [GESS] , 1D '11.
50) I love fish burgers.
51) I will usually hate teachers who scold me.
52) I just forget him.
53) I wish i can pass my IH.
54) Im afraid for my studies.
55) I don't want to cry anymre, i want to grow strong.
56) I want to win win win.
57) I don't smoke, drink, club.
58) I don't use violence to solve my problems.
59) I love to daydream about something i would like it to happen.
60) I love sweet guys, that truely love a girl.
61) I have never been admitted to the hospital before.
62) I would never like to fall sick.
63) I alw miss him.
64) I wish to tell him, i love you, but im afraid.
65) I would like to become slimmer and tanner.
66) Im NOT a ahlian.
67) Im not good at art, music, IH, Sci, Eng. [ I think ]
68) I don't love to emo.
69) I wish to get a gold for my NAPHA the next time.
70) I alw regret when i did something wrong.
71) I start to find things to do when im bored.
72) Im alw dozing off in class.
73) My mother is good to me.
74) I love my parents.
75) I wish to get more preety clothes.
76) I want more short shorts.
77) I love FBTs.
78) I wants to talk to him verbally.
79) I wants him.
80) I love the resilience and power of GESCanoeists.
81) Im afraid of pets actually.
82) I want to go out more.
83) I hate staying at home to chiong homew, study.
84) I tend to die out once i get tired.
85) I hate people who seriously spreads news.
86) I hate rumors.
87) I can't live w/o water.
88) I need to be forced before i even improve.
89) I want to be like the seniors.
90) I will cry if im angry.
91) I don't want to drop to NA/T.
92) I love my friends who don't talk bad about me.
93) I hate those beetches.
94) I camwhore.
95) I hate it when i lose my stuff.
96) Stares creep me out.
97) I don't like people bossing me around.
98) I want to become more hardworking.
99) I want to faster finish this.
100) I took about an hour doing this.

Finally finished. (:


Day 1 ; Introduction . at Friday, April 22, 2011

I have a beautiful name, Yingying ! (: Don't be jealous yeah, cause i'm sure you all have awesome names too(: I am thirteen, so don't take me like a little girl, walking on the streets. I love 19 May, cause i could get birthday wishes ! (: I love the way i am, so don't criticize the way i am. Don't judge her like as if you know her very well, bcause it may all be the fake. You may hate my attitude, but thats mine, so im sorry, i can't change it for you. I love all my friends, my family and they are alw living in my mind (: Nobody can replace her, bcause there's only one Yingying, w/ such personalities, character and behaviour ! Love me, and i will love you too, hate me then bye ...


I shall challenge myself (: at Friday, April 22, 2011

I felt really bored, and wrote out a 10 day challenge during my chinese lesson, but haven't do.. Shall do it in my BLOG ! :D But don't know if can finish it not, cause exams, competition coming, im sorry if i paused for some time. But i will try to finish it (: And i will update more after im free :D
MY 10 DAY CHALLENGE ;
Day 1 ; Introduction .
Day 2 ; 100facts .
Day 3 ; My dream boy .
Day 4 ; Wishlist ^^
Day 5 ; Times during lessons .
Day 6 ; My parents .
Day 7 ; Important people in my life <3.
Day 8 ; Nicknames i have .
Day 9 ; What i regretted .
Day 10 ; Who i love the most ..


Dragonboat Competitions.. at Friday, April 22, 2011

LEFT 1 MORE WEEK :/
I feel freaking nervous when i think about it sia, we just left with 3 trainings only, and 1 more week of preparation. My heart like beating super fast liao, can't imagine on the actual day, how fast it will beat. Srsly want to bring home at least a medal for the school sia.. Shall train hard for myself and the school w/o falling sick :D DRAGON BOAT HERE I COME ! <3.


19MAY, a big day. at Tuesday, April 19, 2011

ITS 1 MONTH TO MY BIRTHDAY ! MUAHAHAHA ... Sounds evil i know, but im just excited for my birthday to come ma, so im not to blame :P My BIGBIGBIG day is on 19/5, rmb the presents ! :P


I shall talk about today's dragon boat training, my FIRST time paddling on a dragon boat eh :D HAPPYHAPPY. Is like, more tiring and diff then paddling on norm T1, T2 s, but its kind of fun too, idk why, HAHA, mayb cause like what Coach said, we are still not as tired as the seniors, who are panting very hard. I really wish to win sia ): Me and York sitting in front ! (: Front paddlers, HEHE. My right side of my body is wet, and the left is dry, the feeling weird weird one, lol. Looking forward to the other trainings, wish is not very tough :D


I LOVE YOU, (: at Monday, April 18, 2011

Today i saw him 4/5 times, i think it is counted in a row too, or mayb not, but im still happy, HAHA :D First, i saw him at the canteen, and i was making my shoelace, unglam much >< But i don't really care, cause if he likes me, i don't see why he minds. And he really scare me... I was making my shoelace, i turned back and saw him looking at me, lol. And i looked back cause i heard laughter, then i saw Xiao Wei and i think Damien walking infront then he was behind them.

The second time was at level 3 i think, Annisa, Kisshian, Waimoe and me waiting for Sci AP, then we went up to level 3, then they go to the piano thr, and i didn't know Annisa could play ! .. So well somemre sia. And then i was listening halfway i heard footsteps or something, i looked back and saw Afiq and a guy wearing green, nvr see the face, going into the boys toilet. Then i say " Kisshian, i saw Afiq (: " lol. Ok, wtv. Thn i forgot what we talking about, suddenly i ask her who is that guy beside him, then she say ________, then i was " HUH?! " lol, big reaction, ok wtv shit. Then ltr we starting talking about him, and she found out something from me.. Then I asked Kisshian, " They went in, till now haven come out uh? lol " Then Kisshian said " Ohya ! ", stand up and walk abit towards the toilet, then after awhile i follow. In the end, when i stand up and walk they came out !!! Freaking scary please, don't know to need scare me how many times. And when he walking out looking at me eh, im happy ! :D HEHE, wtv :P

Then after that looked at my phone, and 3:09PM, so ask Kisshian they all want go alr not. Then after we took our bags, and walk to the classroom. Nearing the stairs that time, Kisshian said something, then i nvr hear, then she say " Come... " hold my hand and ran, lol. Then until the stairs there she suddenly stopped, let go of my hand and turn, then i also turn, in the end i saw him kind of RIGHT IN FRONT of me.. And my reaction was " Omggggggggg " lol, and Kisshian say that its cute, idk why too. And when i walked to 1D, my bag was thrown out of the class -.-"  -'- sia, the person no brain or what? Must throw, can't put is it? Cheebye only.

Then after Sci AP, Waimoe wanted to go toilet, then i have a feeling that i will see him near the bench there, so i say idw go, i wait for her outside, but then she forced me to follow her in, so fine... Then after we came out from the toilet i saw him walking past, to the brench w/ Afiq whr Saravind and Kelly was :D HAPPYHAPPY <3.

Ok ending liao ): I wish there is another day whr we can see each other so many times a day again, HEHE (: And i will try to open that mouth of mine to say " HI (: " And i think this post is obvious.. I don't think i really care now, or mayb i do. Anyw i want to say ILY <3. :D Ok, i talked too much about you till i forgot what else i wanted to post, let me recall eh.

Ohyeah, i trying to cut down on my short forms, cause one, i dun like the red curly lines under those words i typed out, and second cause too many short forms makes me sentence ugly, lol. And ltr affect my Eng then si liao ): And suddenly, im sick and tired of those songs in my iTune and phone, i want listen to some other songs (: ENG songs, and this made me feel like writing my own song, HEHE. Okay wtv, shall try it out when I have the time, mayb during some of those boring arse lessons ba. :D Shall end here, time check : 11:58PM, sleeping soon, going to stalk somebody first :D And if you notice today im using all :D bigbig smiley ! HEHE.


GESCanoeist FINALS ! Wooooo... at Friday, April 15, 2011

Wasn't feeling well like since X country, which one week bfore, after that day, i had fever, thn flu and cough till now, and ytd suddenly headache again, idk whats wrong w/ me, like srsly, taking so much drugs [ medicine ] this few days.. Anyw, today i didn't know doing PT so early, and i was hungry, so i went to buy food and drink, I DRANK 100+ ! Thn Syafiq, Zhi Xuan, and idk whos that led the PT, My stomach was super super pain, but as Canoeist i endure and strive (: Thn after finish jogging 20min, break that time, went to get Panadol from Miss Lim, then this girl who was talking to Miss Lim gave me Panadol EXTRA eh, strong drug.. I kept it, went to do PT and went im back i ate it, but instead of getting btr, bcome worse.. WTF? Mayb its too strong for me. So i rest when all of them having lunch, after that i felt btr and hungry so go take my lunch. And same time cheer for the Seniors ! :D I super proud of them sia, can nvr capsize, and complete the race. It may seem simply, but its TOTALLY not. I scream scream scream till my throat so pain then the boys over there cheer so cui one -.-" I can still rmb, HEHE. " Gan Eng Seng, Gan Eng Seng ! " " Come'on Gan Eng Seng ! " "Three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for Gan Eng Seng, Hipphipp Hooray ! Hiphip Hooray ! Hiphip Hooray ! " (: York's race was the last event, and i kind of burst out loud, till my voice went off (: Super proud of her.


I LOVE THE WAY GESCANOEIST ARE, THEY STRIVE AND CONQUER ! (: I WISH ONE DAY I CAN SRSLY BE LIKE THEM, NO MORE CAPSIZING, NO MORE FEAR, RESILIENT, CHAMPION !

Time check now ; 1:45am
I should turn in now, still having headache T.T I will go visualize, dream about me next time in the racing line. Jiayoujiayou ppl (:


Im having mixed feelings again... And i srsly dislike it ): at Friday, April 15, 2011

All this happened ytd, but idk why ytd super sleepy, so didn't post.
  
    Zul, Boon, Waimoe and I suppose to go out tgt one, thn decided to go Vivo liao, but Waimoe suddenly tell me, she dw them go, so she want lie to them that we not going le, we going home. Like first time going out w/ them sia, thn in the end pao tang liao. And i feel bad lying to them lo, I saw Zul sitting at the tiong park swing thr playing by himself waiting for Boon, i want tell him, but i still nvr :x At first we decided go Vivo eat my fish burger eh, :P but thn at tiong park thr saw  Hudson, Terence and Joseph, thn Hudson ask us we taking MRT or not, whr we going. Thn i told him go Vivo, makan, jalan jalan, lol. Thn he say he treat us Sakae at Bugis, im like wts (?) Hudson you sure or not, im like super suspect ! Hudson's word leh, how can believe one sia?! But thn Waimoe say nvm luh, lets go w/ Hudson, thn i say ok lo, anyt. When we at MRT station liao, Zul call me, ask me whr am i, and I say MRT station, thn he dun believe me, say Yeahyeah, MRT so quiet one ah. Thn ask me train that i taking still got how long more, thn i lie to him that idk how check :P Idw talk liao, scared ltr kena caught by him, so i say i w/ my boyf, ask him don't disturb us, HAHA :P So Hudson go act say he saw me at MRT station w/ a boy holding hands, going to Bugis, and i can't believe that Zul suddenly so stupid believe Hudson's words. Thn after Waimoe and I reached Bugis liao, i told him the truth, lol.
   
    Me and Waimoe went Bugis Junction eat first, thn we go around walk see walk see, thn i told Waimoe, how i wish i owned the whole Bugis, everything thr so nice, but i no money buy T.T Thn we walked into the wallet shop, admiring those MYUK wallets and pencil case >< How i wish i was rich, thn i will buy sia.. ): After that we just went into Bugis Street only, thn Waimoe say dw go, go other places. So we went to iluma, i saw the bag i want ! Omfg luh ): I want freaking buy it, i wish Waimoe buys it for me, HEHE (: After that we went back to Bugis Junction, look around, look at all those badges, soft toys. Freaking kewt please, i wish i had one. Can i rape the whole Bugis during my birthday? ):
I WANT THE BAG ! THE MYUK WALLET ! THE PENCIL CASE AND THE PLUSHIES ! ARGHHHH... But everything is S$20 .. T.T


Ytd im happy, cause i can finally go out w/ Waimoe to somewhr far after sch, finally she is not going home <3. But im also like sad, idk why. I forgot liao, it was only ytd and i forgot abt it so fast, wish i can forget you too (: AS FAST AS LIKE NOW ! >:)


I LOVE MY BLOG ! (: at Tuesday, April 12, 2011

HAHA, i love my blog the most, cause you will nvr get to see what i think about you :P

IHATEYOU (: You can thank me for hating you, (: Anyw i shall rant rant rant about you now ! I can't tolerate you lo, fcuker ! :P You totally ruin my mood dude, and fcukoffmylife if you are here to make me angry/sad. You alw don't reply my text for so effing long.. It makes me feel like as if you trying to entertain me only sia, like i forced you to text me.. If you don't want to text me, thn say i won't keel you for that decision. All your excuses make me want to puke only can, so obvious you lied, you think i stupid or stupid sia. Okay la, fine, i admit i'm stupid, but not to the extend that i can't see you are lying DUDE ! :@ Don't worry i will try my very BEST to forget you, don't bother thanking me.

And today im going offline so early bcause of Damien ! First 10+ offline want sleep liao sia, just bcause i have to wake up at 6 tmr T.T


I dun like the feeling you are giving me.. at Monday, April 11, 2011

Today is like totally ruin my mood only can?? I go to sch like kind of earlier today, thn somemre ppl got the "small version guitar" lesson in the morning, thn nobody at foyer, make me look like an idiot or retard standing thr, so lonely, i merely just left my house earlier by abt 9mins what. 


What is happening? .. at Sunday, April 10, 2011

Is it just me changing or everybody else is changing too? Or like something else is changing??? Omfg la. Suddenly im in love in those kiddish songs, HAHA and i love singing them too ok. Eg. Elmo's world, Barney song, and alot more that i have thought ytd, HEHE. My favourite is Elmo's world, i sing it everyday ok. I love lalalala too :P Natural~ alalalalala, i made out that day after X country at clementi, HEE. Im getting sick of those songs in my iTunes.. London bridge is falling down.. falling down~ HAHA i shall stop bfore all your windows break, i go sing to myself btr :P


Im sick.. ): at Friday, April 08, 2011

From this morning till now my whole body aching sia, like got fever like that. Thn my forehead also pain and hothot one ): I suspect that i got fever luh, i also dk, but lucky today nvr run 2.4 sia, change to the week after next, cause yesterday was X country, thn ms lim next week nvr come.. I wish i tmr ok liao, miracle :P Srsly ache till super pain lo.. CB. Was it bcause of the X country?? I wonder ):


i regret.. :@ at Thursday, April 07, 2011

I regret like plenty million or billion of stuffs la ): But i realised that regretting doesnt make any diff, it just made me even mre sad.. Todat like happened alot of things? And im sad. TOTALLY SAD LA.


My blog is the best. at Wednesday, April 06, 2011

This place is the safest place :P HAHA ! I bet he will nvr read it (:



FCUKOFFMYLIFE ): at Tuesday, April 05, 2011

I GAVE UP ON YOU, DUN FORGET, IM CHEERFUL, POSITIVE AND OPTIMISTIC, SO I CAN EASILY FORGET YOU, I SHALL DO SO LA.
CAUSE 1) YOU SUCKS (:  2) IHATEYOU  3) INEEDYOUTOFCUKOFFMYLIFE..  4) THE SIGHT OF YOU MAKE ME PISSED OFF AND WANNA PUKE!
SO BYE! (:
Only your words can cheer me up ):


Just want to say something, not important anyw.. at Monday, April 04, 2011

YOU FCUKING PISSED ME OFF AND MADE MY BLOOD BOIL BY SAYING THAT / LIE -ING -.-"
Nvm luh, you brought down the good impression of yourself only ma, i dun rly bother..
FCUKOFFMYLIFE, IF YOU ARE HERE TO MAKE ME CRY .. YOUR EXCISTENCE MAKE ME WANT TO PUKE!


NAPHA ! ): at Monday, April 04, 2011

Ok i can tell you today was just as boring as the other days ! But thn i like not sleepy leh ! :P First time, HEHE. Ok, getting back to my main point.. Today NAPHA 5 stations sia.. I sucks at like almost all of it, except for sit and reach (: But i can nvr beat JAZLI !!! >:( He do 66cm sia, max knw ! I only 45cm T.T I super nervous cus i alw fail my incline pull ups, and what so ever luh.. I hate NAPHAs ): I wish after i grad from GESS my stamina for sports will be btr <3. (:

1st station  - Sit up (32 - A)
2nd  "    "   - Sit and reach (45cm - A)
3rd  "     "   - Incline pull up (14 - B) 2 mre to A !!! :@
4th  "     "   - Shuttle run (12.66s - idk :x) But not A -.-"
P.S ; Standing broad jump fri during PE do le :P But i forgot how much i did, anyw i pass.